iLOVEyou.

2007-03-09T07:01:00.000-08:00

guess wat`s this?

ANSWER : it`s my contacts, one day acuvue DEFINE. hah. i got this pair for free. just wana try it.

picture one

picture two

picture three.

guess who`s this screwed person here. he`ve got a screwed beard[picture one] , a screwed fringe[picture two] and a screwed face[picture three].

ANSWER : my master. [: dun tink he`ll come my blog but AIAI, dun xian hai me oki!

guess wat animal is tish?

ANSWER: it`s a pig. YES, PIG! i`ve got lame ans lyk chick, fish ect. it`s P I G! cute hor. c[:

guess wat`s th orangy thingy der?

ANSWER: i`m nt veh sure bout th name but smth t do with charges.. hahah. anyway tat guy der`s my physics tcher. heh.

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i`m starting work tmr and i`m goin t work for th whole of this one wk holiz. sad eh. i`m starting t dislike l`oreal more and more.

guess where are this two pictures?

ANSWER : NTU`s hostle. dun you tink it looks my some mini HDB flats? i find darn interesting. hahah. oki if ur tinkin tat i veh "mountian turtle", pardon me cuz tat`s my friz time goin der. c[:

guess who`s hostle room door is tish?

ANSWER : i`m nt telling you. [: *smths are "censored" due t privacy*

2007-03-03T07:00:00.000-08:00

Sam and i ! =DDD

aunty kaysee and i with our newly bot shades. =DDD

i wana talk bout this particular pic. take note of kaysee. her eyes are shinning. hahahs. ask me why itzzi shinning leh. why?! ohh, cuz she saw th pic tat i took with mr chan weiqi tat`s why her eyes shined. HAHAHAH.

th fake lashes tat i bot jux nw. [: ish punk de lor. *grins

i`m happy today. hahah. had breakfast with "meimei" and his fren at mac. realised tat i tink i need t refrain myself frm gettin too close t "meimei". he happened t b lyk those kind tat i dun really adore much. shant say bout bout this. oh well. but he`s guai lah. [:

and yes, i`m happy NOT bcuz i had breakfast, but i bot good stuffs today. hahahs! ytd i said tat i`m on for th adidas sales rite? take a look at wat i`ve bot today.

reddish-pink shades - $9.90.

red tube - $5.00

fake eye lashes - $4.90

liquid eye liner - $14.90

tat`s wat i bot today. NO AIDIDAS! grr! Sam, Kaysee and i decided tat i shld hide it. BUT aft i wen baq for it, IT`S GONE!!! GRRRR. i`m darn pissed bout tat k. th place which we hid it was really a good place leh. sho i suspected a retailer der whom i tink he took out th shirt cuz he was near us wen we hid it. i`m cursing th one who took it out and th one whom buys it. BOOOOOOs.

oki, now i`m aiming for a zinc red bag. gonna get it soon. *JUMPS

xzellyn loves RED!

2007-03-02T09:43:00.000-08:00

REPLIES.

aunty kaysee - hahahs. my logic isnt weird k. it`s all facts! oh anyway, smth suddenly came into my mind nw. why do you lyk red wen you cnt stnd th sight of blood? hmm.

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aunty sam - hey! quite logical leh. but aunty kaysee says she wans t go gym. HMMM...

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liang aiai - hahah. oki lah. nt only you. if i`m nt wrong melvan told me tat also. oh! hu laoshi gave me tat reason too. BOOOOOs. th more she say th more i dun wan go.

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yr bangala boyfren - i dun exactly WHO`S bf you are BUT i know who are you! BOOOOOOOs! i duno wat`s same place and same time. and bangalah shldnt hav money t buy computer and they shldnt knw hw t tag! hahah.

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weiliang - yes i`m baq. hahah. but i cn predict soon i`ll b gone. HAHAHA. thanks for comin huh. =DD

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oh well, wat i`ve predict ytd was quite correct. it DID rain but it happened during aftnoon. i`m slightly sick but it was just only, sore throat. tings happened! but ltr only. hahah.

anyway did recordings in shifu`s place today. he claims tat today was th friz time i pitched correctly. it`s nt a compliment at all. BOOOOOOs. hahah. but i tink th reason i was in th correct pitched bcuz two of th "pitch-able" ones were der. lyk duh, i cn follow mah. seriously i`m rather hurt by th fact tat i cnt pitch. i used t tink tat i could sing well but th fact ish, i cnt. LOL. forget it. at least th key for minus one cn b set. =DD but i`ll refrain myself frm singing wen shifu plays th guit UNLESS he asked me t do sho. i dun wana b an egg! hahah! oh anyway, baq t topic, recording. yes, we sang PU TONG PENG YOU with shifu playing 3k. =DD tings turned out t b rather diff frm our previous recording for SHE`S THE ONE. this time this song sounded more "manly" dn th previous one. hahah. diff ppl sing hav diff feeling i guess. [: i shall post it here one day t let you guys enjoy th manly show. hahah.

adidas`s having sales agn and i`m on for it. hahah. =D oh, anyway, KAYSEE, if ur reading this, i forgot t tell you. I saw a super duper ultra red zinc bag today with Sam and Weijin in vivo. IT`S DARN LOVELY I TELL YOU! i`m gonna get it aft i got my pay. i dun care. hahah. i tink you`ll lyk it too. =DDD *i`m sho in live with it*

gibson les paul aka 3k.
th guit whereby NIC used before. WOOTS. shoik sia.
hahah. I LOVE 3K! =DDD

2007-03-01T11:04:00.000-08:00

i cn bearly count th number of days/mths i`ve nt posted. it`s oki i guess. i`m baq in action agn. =DD but i cn predict i`ll soon b gone, AGN. hahah.

tmr`s anderson`s X-country and i`ve finally decided tat i SHALL NOT go. [: well, kwning th fact tat this will b th last yr for me attending X-country ISNT some reason tat one shld use. hahah. lemme share with you some reasons why i`m nt goin.
1. i hate t run. i dont exercise.
2. th veune`s at bishan park. it`s too near my hse therefore i dun tink i shld go.
3. it IS a veh dirty park with litters lying all ard. YUCK.
4. wat more, recently it has been pouring heavily which means th park will b all wet.
park wet = more dirty! DOUBLE YUCK.
5. i tink it`ll somehow rain tmr. [:
6. i cn predict i`ll b somehow sick tmr.
yes. all my reasons. [: it`s all facts k. hahahs. i dun mind spending 4 - 8 bucks
just t skip this uncomfortable event.

anyway i`m happy nw. ask me why pls. why?! hahahs. cuz it`s 2.58am and i`m still online! HOORAYS! haven been really staying up late since sch reopened.
=DDDDDD

2006-12-11T08:50:00.000-08:00

I`M BAQQQQQ!!!!

wuahahahs.

have been veh busy workin recently.

damn. 5o cents aint ez to earn.

sounds rather pathetic but itz true you see.

ohh well, but i guess itz rather oki wen i get my pay pa.

aft workin for ONE WHOLE MTH OF NEWSPAPER DISTRIBUTOR, i`ve finally made myself feel worth it.

hahahs.

spending alot these days.

itz rather heart-aching wen i tink baq of the tings tat i`ve bot with my pay.

cn you imagine i actually spent $14.90 for jux a 2-3mins song?

as in i bot tat album for tat ONLY song which ish only 2-3mins.

HAHS!

guess itz all worth it as i get to hear my NICodemus.

*grins*

and i spent lyk $12+ for printing wallet sizes fotos.

ITZ SHO EX CN! but.. get to see my NICodemus everywher.. worth it pa?

=Pp

okii.. and i practically spent 80BUCKS++ TODAY!

YES! ONLY FOR ONE DAY AND I SPENT SHO MUCH.

*faints*

oki, this time it has nth to do with NICodemus. =D

but seriously my spendings today are considered peanuts compared to the one who was with me today, ms wong zijun.

she bloody-ly spent 100++.

but quite oki lahs.

rather worth it for her as most of her tings comes frm topshop.

ohh well, and i bloody-ly spent 80bucks++.

a real leather wallet frm TOPSHOP[pink], $33 - 20%discount = $26

a long sleeve top frm TOPSHOP[blaq], $29 - 20%discount = S23

a top frm PURPUR[blaq], $24.90 - 20%discount = $21.50

a waist-belt[red] frm FAR EAST PLAZA, = $8

2necklace + 1braclet frm FAREAST, = $10

overall =$88++ if i`m nt wrong.

hahahs. i`m sho sho glad tat my mum didnt scream at me wen she sees all those tings.

she usually screams at my sis.

*phew*

guess my luck for today wuldnt happen twice.

i`m happy with the results i got today jux tat, ya, xin tia.

2006-11-22T07:20:00.000-08:00

L`OREAL AND MAYBERLINE PRODUCTS ON SALE! =D

actually i aint sure if there will be MAYBERLINE or nt

but most likely they shld have it as both of the brands

tat i`ve mentioned above are frm the same company.

well, there will also b other brands which are also under

these two companies if i`m nt wrong.

well, der will b SKIN CARE PRODUCTS, BODY CARE PRODUCTS

and COSMETICS launching by the varies brands.

THE DISCOUNT IS UP TO 80%!

details : 24th - 26th nov 2oo6

11am - 9pm

singapore expo level 2

on the same day, der`s also adidas sales.

for more details on tat, ask me. =D

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phew. had my training for L`OREAL and MAYBERLINE today.

well, it was rather educational you see.

but it does have a veh long duration.

itz lyk 8hrs minus 1hr for break.

hahs. well, at least we`re paid for tat.

of cuz, did make frens der too.

hahs. rather funn lah.

we got to test most of the skin/body products on ourselfs.

by the end of the day, all of our hands and wrist are super ultra moist.

LOL. cuz we mainly apply der.

we were also taught to self-classify ppl`s face range by lookin at their face.

dn we`re suppose to tagret on the varies classes of skin and intro `em the varies kind of skin product.

hahs. and guess wat?

i actually noe wat to intro to my lovely dongsters.

guess i shant disclose it here as i tink they might kill me.

hahs. mayb i`ll discuss with `em wen i see `em.

anyway this job rather "bo hua" lah.

gotta buy darn lots of tings and spend big bucks on it k.

pi gu dong!

i gotta buy two blaq office long pants, two gio round-neck shirt[one blaq and one white],

gotta get some cosmetics too as it requires full make-up, gotta get a new covered shoes and lastly, i need to go for menicure.

wth rites? damn.

and i`m totally blurred by all the skin care products and stuffs.

i`ll b sho dead. X=

2006-11-19T11:18:00.000-08:00

decided to blog aft watchin the full performance on PSC nite by the milos.

din get to watch it full on the actual day as i fell aslp.

*sighs* but some kind MLB-ian posted it on youtube.

i felt blissed aft watchin it.

it`s sho darn darn nice to see `em performing on tebe agn.

and the fact tat i`ll b able to see NIC agn.

you make me wana fall in love was the song they sang.

yes, it truly describes hw i feel weneva i see NIC.

nth less frm him wen eva he`s doin the ting tat he loves, music.

his smiles , his voice, his screams, the satisfaction on his face weneva his doing music ;

it`s all his charm. =DD

ohh, nt forgetin, the "ending jump" tat he always does for this particular song.

it`s all my wonderful NIC.

guess nth culd b as wonderful as him.

he`s the angel tat has been send frm above.

[err, tat`s a sentence frm a song tat he wrote but i truly tink it suits him sho much. =D]

heard frm othr mlb-ian tat his comp spoilt, thus resulting of the MIA incident.

hahs. at least nw tat i noe he aint dead and he had ardy recovered frm his previous coughs and flu.

really hope tat wat i gave him tat day on their RP performance did help a lil` to speed up his recovery.

hahs. but guess tat`s nt really impt.

wats more impt ish tat, he recovered!

and he did sho wonderfully on the PSC nite.

the parts wher he used to struggle sounds great!

=DD

he actually screamed w/o goin off pitched!

which happened, i tink thrice.

as i rmb they on performed tat song thrice.

ohh well, wateva it ish, this shows tat practice does make tings perfect.

((:

last but nt least, the new guit tat he was using on tat day looks great on him.

=DD

the dream of your kiss ; the touch of your lips ;

you sure make me wana fall in love.

boy, only you cn make me feel this way. <33

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guess i bore those tat actually gt the heart to read my entry.

well, but i tink the lucky ting ish der isnt much who are those.

or mayb dun even hab? HAHS.

well, it`s oki.

in fact aft typing the above, i felt sho "xingfu".

aint sure why itzzi sho but.. *smilez*

ANYWAY, it seems lyk recently i`m nt veh lucky.

had been goin for quite a few interviews but yet to get any of `em.

*sighs*

at this rate, it seems lyk i cnt hab anymore jobs..

lets see wat i hope to get aft workin.

a new mp3,a new mascara, a blusher, magic blaq contacts, a hair curler, rebonding, a new sch bag, a new sch shoes, new clothings, more ear rings, score books for guit, guit picks...

aft all it isnt as much as i tot!

HAHS!

but guess, to hab `em all, sure takes ALOT of time.

*sighs*

ohh wells. hahahs!

guess i shall b callin jessica tmr or the day aft.

i sure need her to help me to get more job, interviews.

"=.=

guess my lovely dongsters aint as despo as me eh?

HAHS. =D

2006-11-17T07:49:00.000-08:00

grrr. jux realised i missed the tag whereby i cn get PSC nite tix.

*sigh* shall watch the milos at home pa. (:

at least lemme make sure NIC isnt dead.

shld hab gone to bugis today.

MILOs are der. missed another chance to make sure tat NIC really isnt dead.

oh well, nbm. hahs.

lookin on the brighter side, tmr i`ll b able to see `em on tebe agn!

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well, wen for a job interview jux nw with HUIIdong and XINGdong.

personally i feel tat itz a rawkie job.

hahs.

we`re suppose to help lo`real and mayberline to sell thier products,

which includes hair-color products, costmetics and skincare product.

and guess wat?

we actually get to sample `em!

WOOHOO!

and the pay rawks too. $6/hr.

jux tat cuz itz a retail job, we`re suppose to work retail hrs.

which ish normally 8 hrs everyday, no off for sat/sun/public holiz and minimum one day off per wk.

oh well, it`s for the sake of money i guess.

BUT BUT BUT BUT,

it all depends on if we are able to get the job or notz.

HAHAHAHAS!

anyway i`m tinkin, shld i get an ipod shuffle.

since ages ago i`ve been admiring it but aint sure if it`s worth it.

awwww.

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2006-11-15T20:57:00.000-08:00

well, aint veh sure why but jux have this sudden urge to blog.

guess it has been ages eva since my las entry was made.

hmm, well, yes, it`s also have been ages eva since i feel sho upset.

sounds rather lame i know but yea, it`s this feelin tat got me the urge to do this entry.

sometimes i really feel that my life`s actually veh pathetic.

it seems lyk not many or rather mayb even none of the ppl i`ve met in life really cares bout how i feel.

i mean althou it`s all frm the same grp, the treatment for one another`s jux diff.

it seems lyk i`m always the "un-impt" one.

i mean i have feelings too and i`m veh sure ppl wont lyk the feeling of being treated "differently" or worse, being neglected.

i bet everyone had eva been thru these kind of feeling and know how upset things culd b.

but it`s lyk althou they have been thru it b4 and not lyk the feelin, somehow somewat they`ll jux do it on others.

here by, i jux wana ask, WHY?

why bother makin things sho "biased" and unfair?

i mean since you wuldnt lyk the feelin, why still try it on others?

isnt this a veh comman logic?

if you dun lyk it, dun do it on others.

sometimes i`m really thinkin, mayb i aint good enuff to qualify the places wher they classify as "good frens".

guess noone will eva noe the feelin of nt havin anyone wen they really need someone pa.

it seems lyk they always have each other.

"selfish-ness", "bias-ness" and "unfair-ness" does hurt.

here, i jux hope tat everyone who gets to read this entry culd at least spare a lil` tot for the one tat`s beside you.

no matter if it`s frens or family .

always ask urself, "how will i feel if someone replies me the same way tat i`ve reply?"

or "how wuld i feel if this happens on me?"

yes, i admit tat my reaction towards smths can b quite extreme at times but try tinkin baq,

every of my extreme reaction`s due to some unfair-ness tat has been hidden.

hmm, guess i`m done with all my complain about my life.

anyway, jux wana state things clear.

i aint pin-pointing anyone in this entry jux plainly venting my unhappiness in life.

[as i dun see if ders any other way wher i cn vent it]

neither wuld i wan anyone to pity me.

all i hope`s things culd be fairer, tat`s it.

lastly i jux wana add,

i love all my frens and i`m veh sure tat if anyone of you needs me, i`ll b der despite anything.

well, this ish wat i really hope to have to althou it doesnt seems to b quite possible but yes,

i love all of you.

hope ppl could get the real meaning in this entry and not misunderstnding any of my stnds.

2006-10-29T08:07:00.000-08:00

HELLO DUDIEs!

I`M LYK FINALLY BAQ!

MUAHAHAHS.

actually i came to blog for some reason.

heh.

well, aint feeling vehh well now.

habin a slight flu.

hahs. you guys muz b tinkin why m i writing tish rite?

HEH! of cuz got reason den write lahs.

hee.

cuz moii darlingNIC`s dwn with flu too!

HOORAYS.

i`m happy.

X= shyt. i know i shldnt b happy but ya, it`s really sho nice to know both of us are dwn with the same illness.

): nearly cried wen i saw his entry but come to tink of it...

*SNIFF SNIFF* "EHH, I`M SICK TOO HUH."

hahs.

itzzi a kind of fate?

i really hope sho.

well, ppl might tink i`m jux being over-reactive bout the sho called "coincidence".

but you guys duno how impt tish coincidence meant to me.

((:

well, mayb marrying darlingNIC may sound lyk a pipe dream to EVERYONE..

but, no matter wat i`ll try moii bez to make it realistic.

i`ve ardy planned moii future and according to moii plan, i MIGHT b able to work with NIC.

errr, ya, MIGHT only.

nbm. suan le.

all i wana say ish:

I REALLY REALLY REALLY SERIOUSLY WANTS TO MARRY NICodemus LEE SHUNLI.

*praying hard*

2006-09-24T04:02:00.000-07:00

muahahah.

finally get to slp more today.

hab been wakin ytd early for the pas few wks.

dun even hab enuff slp.

althou i slpt more den 10 hrs today,

somehow it doesnt seems enuff.

YAWNS*

anyway ytd i get to see moii prince agn!

MI LU BING!

muahahahs.

wen der to support `em for the yellow ribbon proj.

well, i hab another reason for goin der too.

hahahs. *zip*

yupp.

xing dong and i darn lucky lahs.

ta event not many MLB-ian turned up.

tink they`re busy Q`in for the aftnoon event at far east.

can you imagine we`re actually sitting dwn on chairs and it`s ta 2nd row?

actually xing dong and i hab ta friz row seats but biru ask us to sit with her sho ya.

it`s oki, hahahs.

as long as we get to see `em can le.

and it`s such a clear and nice view of `em lahs.

ta event started at ard 11++.

hmm, i cried at the part wher 3 ex offenders came out to sing a song abt ex offenders` life.

guess i`m too touched pa.

tears jux flowed dwn.

hahs.

well, AFT TAT WAS THE MILOS!

wheee`

friz time see `em live performing.

darn power i tell you.

hahahhs.

esp. NIC.

c( x

he looked at me while singin guo huo.

DAMN, i nearly turned chaota aft the entire whole song k.

he`s look jux melts me.

cant imagine why he did tat but ya, HE LOOKED AT ME FOR THE WHOLE SONG!

*blushes*

mayb he knows tat i`m his future wife pa.

muahahahs!

aft ytd i`m MORE DETERMINE TO MARRY HIM.

i`m serious k.

((:

but ytd WEIQI was habin pms.

face darn blaq.

thou he`s still as nice as eva.

he looked at me wen i called him and let mi took fotos.

*shy*

tink he still rmb who i m pa.

muahahahs!

i`m his YANG CHEN LING!

yea baby~~

muhahahas.

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happened smth which puts mi in a vehh diff position now.

didnt know tings can b sho complicated until las nite.

guess somehow i`m still quite "naive" pa.

well, althou now i noe wat consequences i`ll hab,

i still doesnt hab an ans in moii mind.

to some ppl, i might b flirting or mayb an uglier word, "cheating",

still i wana say i noe wat i`m doin.

definately not the two words.

i din noe tings wuld happen in ta friz place.

it all happened to b out of concern.

hahahs.

tish made mi feel tat mayb being too good isnt a good ting aftall.

actually wen tish ting happened, i`m happy.

but aft ytd, tots jumble up in moii mind.

tinkin of the position i`m in now,

i shld b selfish and not care bout anyting.

but yet, i cant.

oh well, guess i can only say i brought all tish moiself.

heckz pa.

tings are not happenin tat soon i guess.

zou yi bu suan yi bu lor.

no words could express the secret agony in my soul.

2006-09-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

REPLIES FOR TAGS. ((:
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ohhonghui : shhhhhh* jux admit tat you cant win mi. hahahs. who cares if you still bother to contiune tish matter or not. it`s not up to you to say tat. ohh well, but i noe ur quite pathetic lahs. being anti-ed by everyone. gosh, i wonder how many % of ppl in tish world can hab tat kind of treatment. mayb 0.2? HAHS. not sure. but guess wat? i`ll nv b in ta percentage and sadly, you`ll ALWAYS b in the percentage. tsktsk. if ur optimistic enuff, take it as ur lucky pa. LOLLS. well, i`m ending here. shoot mi for all i care, but take note of the use of words cuz they might lead you to serious consequences. well, tat`s jux a gentle reminder. ((: anyway it`s obvious tat i`m not a piakia lahs sho dun hab to worry and moii life will obviously b longer den yours cuz i`m healthy. well, beta look at ur size/weight b4 tokin bout habin a short life. at least i`m at a HEALTHY RANGE, not obese. HAHAHAHS. damn, life`s rather hard for you ya? awww.
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liang aiai: BEATBOXING RAWKS RAWKS RAWKS! WHHHEEEE. it`s oki lahs. dun hab to bother him. as long as EVERYONE noes who`s the loser jiu oki le. i can understnd why he doesnt wana accept the fact lahs. lets b understndin ya? since we`ll nv b in a pathetic state. HAHS. [HEARTS] BANDONGs ^^
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extra/._. : diaos. hahahs. we all noe he`s such a person sho dun bother lahs. even if he wana hab some actions also canot. he`s not fit enuff to tok bout actions. tink bout it, wat can he do? answer : practically NOTHING. ohh well, forget it. hahs. it`s jux sho funn to see ppl tok w/o actions. ((:
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eugene : lamber lahs you. lolls. stop being a "shuang tou she". i noe ur patch baq le but dun need liddat de. lolls. anyway come often lahs. and read more newspapers. i`m waiting for ur qns! ^^
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shaozhu : ZHU TAO! WHOA. dun eva come moii blog agn if you tagged b4 zhu tai ma`s one. arsehole, nv come tag b4 yet go zhu taima der tag. GO ZIE. RAHHH. lolls.

hahahs.

here to update agn.

phew, wat a wk.

well, lets recap on wat happened the pass few days.

hahs.

wen out with all the initial d pros ytd.

stress lahs.

all pros den i go chap in.

LOLLS.

but seeing `em play really interest mi,

esp. one of `em.

HAHS.

he was once a irohazaka pro but now, he`s a usui pro.

hahahs. kinda sad to him him play usui instd of iro.

mayb bcuz iro was our friz connection pa.

hahahs. noe tat ders a iro pro in yishun from dom.

tat`s how i start to notice him and stuffs lahs.

hahahs. seriously it`s been a long time eva since i`m related to initial d.

enjoyed moii day ytd,

thou it may seems abit bored but seriously i`m not.

((:

get to noe some shocking stuffs aft gettin baq home.

-blushes-

X= hahas. shldnt b tinkin too much lahs but ya,

i`m happy to noe tat.

hee.

but i noe tings wun go anymore further.

it`s oki.

hahs.

wen to hab a haircut today.

rather screwed?

cuz it`s too short.

)): xintong lahs.

doin fringe rebonding tmr.

CHEERRRS*

aft tat, i`m all prepared for tat day.

shui zhe shi jian man man jie jing, wo de xin ye man man de kai shi jiao lu bu an le qi lai. ):

aft tat wen tpy to hab lunch and shunbian go walkwalk.

wheee. got 3 pairs of earrings.

it`s seriously nice k. muahahhas.

earrings jux rawks.

moreover, it`s cheap.

3 pairs for 5bucks.

COOOOOLLL.

HEHS.

sians. jux finished two chem fys papers.

had alot of blanks.

hahahs. cuz i haben cover those topics.

X= =PpPp

two more papers to go thou,

and yet i`m slackin here.

LOLLS.

WAYY TO GO~~

anyway i hab a new goal in life,

I GONNA MARRY NIC IN THE FUTURE.

i`m vehh serious bout tat sho dun luff ya?

never hab i been tish serious k.

((:*

2006-09-06T10:53:00.000-07:00

baobei, finally can see you le.
the feelin kinda weird.
duno wat will happen on tat day.
it`s a feelin tat`s mixed with,
wana see you and dun wish to see you.
ya. jux dun wana spoil the mood tat
we finally maintain.
but nevertheless, I NEED YOU.
((: and i still love you, lyk 11 mths ago. ((:

deepest condolences to miss cindy`s family and frens.
she`s known as JUSTME in MLB`s blog.
althou i duno you, but knowin the fact tat you`re gone, leavin the world and the big family,
it still affects mi badly.
it`s sad.
guess tat`s the bond tat MLB-ians hab within `em.
despite the fact tat we duno each other, we smile tghr wen we shld and cry tghr wen bad tings happen.
no matter wat, RIP moii dear.
we`ll always rmb you in our hearts.
once a MLB-ian , foreva a MLB-ian.
____________
oki, friz, ders smth i`d lyk to say,
CURSE THE GCE N LVL SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER`o6!
AND THE ONE WHO PREDICTED NORTHERN IRA WILL COME OUT.
RAHHH.
i cried wen i saw the blardy paper.
no ireland = i`m dead.
yupp, in fact i m.
i`m gonna score darn low for tat paper.
lalalala. wateva.
anyway today`s quite a werid day for mi.
a mixture of happy and unhappy.
ders good news and ders bad news.
in fact the good news caused more of the confusion in moii heart.
but no matter wat, i wun gib up the chance.
tish might b moii one and only chance.
((:
well, the sad news ish of cuz the friz part of moii entry.
life`s fragile.
you nv noe wat will happen the next min.
anyway wen to sch today for chem xtra lessons with two of moii bundongs.
hahs. ohh ya.
lemme jux briefly tok bout a recent grp tat i`m in.
THE BUNDONGs!

it consist of :

ESTHER.[the bassist]

GLADYS.[the keyboardist]

MEISEN.[the drummer]

and ME.[the guitarist]

HAHAHS. and we are really inspired by OUR PRINCES WHICH ISH MI LU BING!

HAHS.

ESTHER AND MEISEN ; WEIQI LOVER.

GLADYS ; SAM LOVER.

ME ; NIC LOVER of cuz!

hahahhs. we`re really inspired by `em and hope one day we`ll b able to master those instruments lyk how our princes did. ^^

WOOHOO.

and we love "jam-ing" ard with MLB`s songs!

as in fake jam-in lahs. cuz we haben master those instruments.

but no matter wat,

XZEL` LOVE MILOs AND BUNDONGs. ((:

kk, baq to biz.

wen baq sch to see mr leow and manage to understnd more bout ironic and covalent bondings. RAHH.

spent two hrs on tat.

aft tat wen to the bubble tea shop oppo. to chat. and aft tat OFF WE GO.

wen home to zZZ.

darn tired.

[LOVE] NICodemus lee shunli ; moii prince.((:

2006-09-02T00:00:00.000-07:00

MILO PENG`S FOTO! (: *cheers*

mlb @ toa payoh for the project superstar tingie.
NIC`S POSE!! GOSH. DARN CUTE LAHS!! nonono. it`s CHARMING! *melts*
hahahs. nth to do sho wen to edit. learnt moii editin skills from WEIQI. c( x why`s NIC sho CUTTTEEEE??!! *MELTS*

mlb @ 2nd gathering. (:

[left to rite] SAM . WEIQI . NIC. even NIC close eyes also sho charming. jialats.

[left to rite]NIC . SAM . WEIQI.

NIC cuttin his buffdae cake while the other two MILOs stood beside and help. (:

NIC + WEIQI while playin the guess song name game. hahs.

whoops. i duno how i get the pix but somehow i jux got it. hahs. and i edited it. ARENT THEY CUTE?! anyway the editing ish jux for funn. they`re all straight ya? LOLLS.

*shy* din noe NIC was lookin at me. I LURBX MOII PRINCE!

hahs. moii knight ; WEQI. he`s jux sho cute and nice. *SMILES*anyway tish pix not from me. kope it frm the yahoo grps. HAHS.

hahs. taken wen WEIQI`s givin his ending speech.

SAM! hahahs. anyway tish pix not from me too as i wun take xing. i bet xing ish starin at mi. lolls!

*whoops i did it agn* accidentally got tish pix too. lolls! cute rite?din noe moii foto takin skills tat good. X=

WEIQI ; moii knight. (: he`s posing for mi. YESH. ME! lolls.

*shy* moii prince and i. how i wish we can jux live happily eva aft... *dreams*

moii prince and i agn. aint he tall? the smile on his face`s jux sho charming.

HAHS. moii knight, WEIQI and i. he`s jux sho cute rite? c( x

oki, it was aft tish pix wen WEIQI told me i look lyk rainie. thx lahs. lols.

SAM and I. (: nth much actually. X=

2006-08-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

the pain`s still der,
yet noone noes.
all i hope ish baobei can faster receive moii letter,
sho tat you`ll noe tat ur still in moi heart.

nv b replaced. <3

WHHHEEEEEEE~

today`s a nice day!!

HAHS.

wen for MLB`s gathering at yishun.

sho weird lahs.

it`s held at neesoon CC.

nbm.

hahs.

at firz was quite lost lahs.

xing and i reached the mrt station seein alot of ppl who look lyk those goin for the gathering de.

lolls.

and most of those tat we guessed were correct.

i mean they jux got those typical "FANS - look".

HAHS.

yupp.

aft they check the identies of the fans,

we all head towards the cc.

hahs.

sho sian lahs.

while we`re waiting for the lift, a uncle came out of the office and asked mi to pass 4 sheets of rock climbing flyers to biru(the i/c).

booo. and sho i took lors.

den in the middle of the gathering i passed it to her.

WEIQI came and kpo bout it sho i told him it`s rock climbin.

good for health. you shld take part. HAHAHS.

hahs. den wen up to the room, more sians.

we`re suppose to sit on the floor.

RAHHH. xing and i was wearing skirt lahs.

hahs. but suan le lahs. for the sake of MLB. (:

yupp. den awhile ltr MLB CAME IN!

WOOHOO.

the sight of NIC was lyk, OMG, IT`S NIC!

I`M SEEIN HIM IN PERSON.

gosh. i was really elated.

the way NIC smile, NIC tok were jux sho charming.

jux hardly can take moii eyes off him.

hahs. den we celebrated NIC`s buffdae.

cuz he`s buffdae comin.

the cake darn nice.

den NIC made wishes and cut the cake.

hahs. the way he slice the cake darn funny.

bo skill ehh. X=

den SAM and WEIQI helped him distribute all the cakes.

HAHS. while they were distributing.

somehow somewat i got to the front lahs.

sho i was practically snappin and snappin pix of them.

HAHS. den jux nice SAM stood in front of mi.

sho i was lyk "SAM. can i take a pix of you?"

den he was lyk "suresure" and he posed.

nerdy lookin face i wuld say. HAHS.

but cant deny tat it`s cute. c( x

den aft tat i targeted WEIQI. hee.

same qn same ans SAME pose.

"=.=

and smth tat`s even more SIMILAR ish tat aft i took SAM and WEIQI,

they hab the same reaction, they *twist*.

weird ya? lolls.

they`re jux SHO same.

hahs. cuz NIC was busy slicing the cake, i culd hardly ask him to pose for mi.

hahs. but i did ask in the end. hee.

HE`S JUX SHO CHARMING!

*melts*

yupp.

anyway at firz i got a cake frm SAM but i passed it to xing.

since it`s frm SAM. hahs.

den i got another one frm WEIQI.

they`re sho nice!

i mean the way they ask sho poliet and gentleman.

-SCREAMS-

yupp. den aft tat it was lyk free time lahs.

sho we wen ard snappin pix of them and ask them take foto with us.

HAHS.

i took alot of fotos with THEM!!!

weee.

noe wat?

wen i was takin with NIC, moi heart was lyk thumping sho fast.

habin him stndin sho near next to mi can really make mi melt.

but i found out tat SAM will distance himself wen he take fotos.

hahs. it`s oki. luckily not NIC. hahs!

and i took foto with WEIQI!

and guess wat he say?

he said i look lyk rainie yang chen ling.

at firz xing and i heard rain.

den we was lyk rain? weird.

moii eyes got tat small mehs?

den he was lyk RAINIE.

lolls. i see.

sho jux thnk him lors.

hahs.

aft walkin ard snappin pix and listenin to NIC tokin to a small grp of ppl,

i saw no crowds ard WEIQI. hahs.

sho i wen over to him and had chat with him.

he darn chatty lahs. lolls.

we talked abt his sch, his talents in graffity and his NS tingie.

hahs. WEIQI RAWKS mann.

sho nice.

yupp. but our conver. was interupted by the arrival of food.

hahs. all of us wen out.

hee. lookin at them eat made mi realise smth.

NIC`s eats more "man-ly"

while WEIQI and SAM`s more "si wen"

hahs. den aft eatin we wen in to play game.

the friz game was we, the fans hab to guess the pressie tat they brought for us.

a guy managed to guess correctly.

it was the mr bean`s bear with NIC`s name on it.

it was an accessory wen MLB sang bu xiang zhang da in one of the QF.

hahs. sho lucky lahs tat guy.

yupp. 2nd game was 6 of the fans were suppose to sing 6 diff songs tat MLB sang b4 all at one time.

den MLB are suppose to listen and guess which 6 songs are those.

hahs. SAM won and WEIQI was the worse.

poor WEIQI. hahs.

den 3rd game was a game suggested by NIC.

it`s called pass the message lahs.

ya. sho NIC whispered a sentence to WEIQI and WEIQI`S suppose to whisper to SAM.

and SAM muz whisper to another fans and the msg shld b passin until we say stop lahs.

ya.

in the end, the msg tat was passed was "NIC ish full of craps."

LOLLS! everyone luffed.

WEIQI say it was technically correct. LOLLS.

but actually the msg was "POLLY-POCKET ish quite a funn game but it`s childish and full of craps." smth liddat lahs.

DOINKS.

NIC says tat senetence jux came into his mind sho he said it lors.

lol!

LAMER.

ya. den the 3rd game was smth to do with maths de lahs.

i duno how to say. lolls.

WEIQI lost agn. poor ting.

hahs!

den aft the 3 games it was abt time lahs.

they need to leave sho ya.

hahs. kinda sad.

yupp. the pix tat i took today i`ll upload it asap.

sho stay tuned ya. LOLLS.

NIC jux rawks. (:

2006-08-24T01:48:00.000-07:00

baobei, i`m really sorry.
sorry.
i really duno wats up with mi.
i actually forgotten tat today auntie wen to visit you.
i tot it was tmr.
shyt. sorry.
i`m really feelin bad abt it.
the tot of you not habin to hear wat i wana tell you
and the stop receiving of letter really hurts me.
i`m sorry.
i didnt meant to b tat way.
moii heart ish still with you.
i really hope you`ll still b able to feel it.

baobei, iLOVEyou. sorry. ):

i`m feelin really vehh terrible now.

how can i make such a mistake.

-heartaching-

bet noone will forgib the mistake tat i`ve made today.

even me, moiself also cant believe tat i actually made tat mistake.

it wasnt meant to b liddat.

hais.

shyt. wats up with me.

no words culd express the secret agony in my soul.

the feelin`s really terrible but yet,

it seems lyk ders noone i can confess to.

who wuld bother?

or rather who wuld even go the extra mile to try and understnd moii feelings and tots.

noone wuld.

i`m vehh sure.

suddenly feel sho alone.

no. i`m not cryin.

i cant.

not now.

cuz i noe ders no longer anyone der to wipe moii tears for me.

and i noe it`ll bcum a burden to ppl.

seriously all i wan isnt much.

jux someone der for me,

to listen and tryin to understnd moii feelings.

and someone whom i noe will always b der to see mi sulk wen i`m tired of smiling.

i used to hab such a person but somehow, it`s gone.

time can change anyting, even frenships.

guess tat`s wat i`m expriencing now.

nbm. as long as ppl see mi as how i m in the public.

tryin to tell moiself i`m oki. i`m alrite.

no matter wat i MUZ b oki.

i cant b tat selfish to b not oki.

i`m sorry.

2006-08-19T02:02:00.000-07:00

to the undeniable him,

(: happy birthday to moii dearest one.

[aug17`o6]

thou i wun b der to celebrate with you,

i promise aft 16more mths,

every of ur birthday i`ll b der for you.

aft sho long, many ppl tot i`ve got over you,

every short period der`ll b ppl askin mi

"ehh? still waiting?"

hahs. of cuz i m.

you`re someone too dear to mi.

i cant afford to lose you nor hurt you in tish way.

if you`re hurt, it`ll hurt mi more.

the reason i choose to speak less of your tings

ish bcuz it`s a fact tat noone will understnd OUR pain.

or mayb bcuz i no longer hab someone close to mi.

well, thou you`ve appearred less in moii conversation in others,

tat doesnt decrease the pain in mi.

till now, it still hurts as much as the day you wen away.

the reason i refuse to sit dwn and cry out loud ish bcuz

i noe i`ll b a burden to you if i do tat.

tat`s y i try vehh hard to convince moiself tat

noone will b here to wipe moii tears for mi even if i cry.

sho i cant cry. (:

no matter wat happy birthday.

iLOVEyou and it`s a fact tat will nv b changed. (:

HAHAHS.

I FEEL SHO ENERGETIC AFT SLPIN FOR 13 HOURS +!

^^v

tish whole wk had been hell for mi.

mugg mug AND MUG!

scary.

and as a result of not habin enuff slp,

i had to wear specs to sch jux to cover the damn obvious dark circles.

*roll eyes*

didnt wana scare anyone esp. tish mth.

HAHS.

and noe wat?

it actually gone to the extent tat i nearly puke wen i see the chem paper ytd.

now i realised smth,

i tink over stressing one self or lackin of slp

might lead to puking.

hahs.

tat happened to esther and eugene on eng paper.

cool. and i nearly.

HAHS!

anyway TO MR LARRY LEOW:

"YOU WASTE MY TIME(studyin), YOU WASTE YOUR TIME(markin),

WAT ESLE DO YOU WAN?"

-rahhh!-

feel sho played by him.

suan le.

i can predict moii whole prelims will b screwed.

HAHS.

ohh well, expected lahs.

hahs.

ytd was the 2nd las paper.

-CHEEERRRRSSSS-

heh.

aft the papers aiai, xing and i chiong baq hoem slp.

HAHS!

but i`m the only one who slpt the longest.

aiai insommia.

HAHS!

xing only manage to slp awhile.

c( x

i rawks.

yupp. and ard late evening liddat we wen to meet melvan and daren for dinner.

HAHAHS.

we wen GEYLANG! ^^

oki. sound sho wrong.

lolls. no lahs.

we wen der purely for food.

no other intentions.

HAHS.

and i ATE ALOT K!

i lost weight for the pass four days and i got it baq at once ytd.

or mayb even more!

-SOBS-

we had TIAN JI ZHOU for the main course,

damn the two bangalahs who told mi it aint spicy.

IT WAS K! YOU BANGALAHS!

but cant deny it turned out to b nice lahs.

FRIED OYSTER as side dish,

AND LASTLY DESSERT!

DURRRRRIIIIANNNS!

hahahs.

daren and xing din eat.

spoiler. X=

hahs.

but daren was kinda enthu in helpin melvan,esther and i to open the durians.

thnks dude!

((:

yupp. and guess wat?

i only had four of it and i ardy feelin sick le.

melvan tat fangalah had the most lahs.

wonder how he survived.

scary puke whole night.

HAHS!

and aft the durians, the smell of it haunted mi the whole of las night.

YUCKS lahs.

lolls.

luckily i din dream of durians las nite.

-PHEWS-

2006-08-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

horoscope from teens ; august

ARIES.

things are gonna get busy.

LOVE: a friend fancies you!

[XZEL` says: lyk real. X=]

FRIENDSHIP: your social life ish burstling with activity!

TAKE INITIATIVE ON :4 , 7

LIE LOW ON: 13 , 18

LUCKY COLOR: DARK BROWN.

[XZEL` says: ewww. wat a color. -suay-]

___________

TAURUS.

read between the lines.

[xzel` says: LOLLS! WTH.]

LOVE: express yourself!

FRIENDSHIP: friends gives you the encouragement you need.

TAKE INITIATIVE ON: 9 , 17

LIE LOW ON: 5 , 6

LUCKY COLOR: WHITE.

___________

GEMINI.

it`s a great time for an adventure!

LOVE: accept your partner for who he/she is.

FRIENDSHIP: a friend might get you out of a tight spot.

TAKE INITIATIVE ON: 2 , 11

LIE LOW ON: 7 , 19

LUCKY COLOR: GREEN.

[xzel` says: congrats xing. i guess tish mth you`ll b damn lucky cuz ur color`s green!]

___________

CANCER.

plans may get disrupted.

LOVE: there`s never been a beter time to fall in love!

FRIENDSHIP: minor disagreements might surface.

TAKE INITIATIVE ON: 13 , 22

LIE LOW ON: 9 , 12

LUCKY COLOR: BLAQ.

___________

LEO.

you seems to be more determined than ever to achieve your goals!

[xzel` says: woahh, chay chay. c( x]

LOVE: have you ever consider making the first move?

FRIENDSHIP: a close friend might leave the country.

TAKE INITIATIVE ON: 15 , 24

LIE LOW ON: 20 , 23

LUCKY COLOR: LIGHT BLUE.

___________

VIRGO.

your confidence ish soaring.

LOVE: someone special lurks close by.

FRIENDSHIP: friends demand your company.

TAKE INITIATIVE ON: 19 , 29

LIE LOW ON: 6 , 7

LUCKY COLOR: PURPLE.

___________

LIBRA.

your charm ish intriguing.

LOVE: learn to have more faith and trust in your partner.

FRIENDSHIP: you might blow your top at one of your chums.

TAKE INITIATIVE ON: 16 , 26

LIE LOW ON: 10 , 20

LUCKY COLOR: GREY.

___________

SCORPIO.

expect the unexpected!

LOVE: your partner never fails to intrigue you.

FRIENDSHIP:catch up on old time.

TAKE INITIATIVE ON: 5 , 22

LIE LOW ON: 17 , 23

LUCKY COLOR: BRIGHT YELLOW.

[xzel` says: fine. esther`s another one who`ll b lucky. >.<]

___________

CAPRICORN.

do your best!

LOVE: an apology can do wonders.

FRIENDSHIP: you might need a friend to help.

TAKE INITIATIVE ON: 27, 30

LIE LOW ON: 1 , 3

LUCKY COLOR: RED.

___________

AQUARIUS.

go with the flow.

LOVE: bumpy waters might strain your relationship abit.

FRIENDSHIP: you`re high in social demand!

TAKE INITIATIVE ON: 8, 9

LIE LOW ON: 5, 29

LUCKY COLOR: ROSE.

___________

PISCES.

it`s dangerous to assume.

LOVE: let things happen naturally.

FRIENDSHIP: you long for your chums` advice.

TAKE INITIATIVE ON: 2,8

LIE LOW ON: 29 , 30

LUCKY COLOR: PALE YELLOW.

2006-08-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

recently i`ve heard alot of tings which makes mi kinda emotional

and it kinda affected mi somehow.

hmm, it gimmes a feelin tat love`s veh fragile.

no matter wat kind of memories they once shared,

even if it`s the shwitest,

wen it`s time to end,

it`ll end.

hahs. sounds kinda crap

but wat i meant was wen it`s time end,

nth comes into his or her mind.

promises which they hab made in ta process *proff* gone.

actually wat was in moii mind was tat aft a period of time,

love has slowly becum a burden.

a burden to either of the one.

it`s lyk aft a long period, i tink the reason why the r/s or marriage culd contiune`s

bcuz everyting had changed into a responsibility.

one hab to take dwn the responsibilities on what he/she had said, do or promised b4.

err, it applies only on those sensible ones thou.

hahs.

ya. i`m not sure if you guys agree with mi or not but tat`s what i conclud

aft wat happened on mi b4 and wat i`ve head recently.

(( x

hahs.

i go watch vcd le.

goong`s nice! ^^

2006-08-04T08:46:00.000-07:00

stupid.jux now post one entry end up not der.

RAHHH.

anyway, HEY PEEPS

I`M BAQQ!

new blog ; new life ; new me.

GEE.

well, past few mths,

it have been lyk i`m on a roller coaster ride.

UP and DOWN i go.

and now i`m habin some difficulties to go up agn.

hahs.

but i`ve learnt alot during the process.

i`m no longer the naive gal tat ppl used to noe.

no longer see tings wonderfully,

no matter take tings as thou they`re perfect.

i`ve finally realised how cruel reality ish.

in moii eyes, nth will b perfect anymore.

and i noe moii life has totally change.

HAHS.

but no worries, i`m stronger den b4.

hehs.

i noe the fact tat no matter wat life has to go on.

-CHEERS-